Hi everyone~

As you may or may not know, MGS5 is being released. and HNGGH. IT LOOKS WONDERFUL. *_* But at the same time it is discouraging for a few reasons, because.

1. DAVID HAYTER'S NOT COMING BACK, WHAT?  And...
2. I feel that with every installment they're out to ruin my headcanons, favorite characters...  and crackships.

That said, thanks to MGS5 I've been looking at my doujin again... I've actually tried to finish it sometime ago, but I fell sick doing so and now I can't seem to pick it up. *sigh* However, I have finished like... 3 to 4 pages. I have 3 more pages after that, and then comes the end.

Truth be told, there's nothing really too substantial about the plot, but it was more of an exploration of Para-Medic's character.  I've been struggling with it for several reasons. One is because I always have this need to make it seem plausible in regards to the series, two is... inspiration. If I don't feel inspired when working at it, I'm likely to not do my best and I clearly don't want that. Another factor is changing art styles. It's been 3 years since the last page and lol, I've been drawing Para-Medic very differently. Her face changes with each panel and asdjasd it's frustrating. T___T

But you know what, since I feel MGS5's out to ruin everything, I'm starting to not care about style/characterization anymore. I stopped to wait for Peace Walker to be released because I thought new information would be revealed and I could incorporate it... Except not much. All it did was to poke a minor hole in my headcanon. Now all I care about is finishing/submitting this thing before canon does more to ruin everything to the point that I would never continue. >>;

Sooo. I leave you guys with a choice:

Do you want me to submit the next 4 pages I've made and wait indefinitely for the next 3

or...

Do you want me to finish all 7 pages before submitting everything all at once?


Next up, I taught my young nephew what cloning is! My bro's been bringing him up in the way of MGS. He's such a babby asking about MGS and stuff, and I'm just... </3 My kokoro please.
He's finished MGS2 and partly into MGS3. He's excited to get to MGS4 and thrilled by MGS5. ;u;

He also says that he wants a game with Solid, Liquid, Solidus, and Big Boss confronting each other. Ahhhh, what a babby. <3 Too bad that's not canonly possible. XD

By the way, I haven't played Rising yet... no spoilers? DX I don't know, for some reason I'm not really feeling it, but one of these days I will.